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For me,cinta itu adalah satu perjalanan yang boleh membawa satu perubahan yang besar dalam hidup.For example,i dah habiskan perjalanan itu in sad ending.We will start perjalanan kite when we realize yang kite mula menyukai seseorang yang bernama lelaki.We liked that person until ade satu masa tu kita fikir dialah yang paling penting in our life.Now,kita dah sampai di perhentian happening.Perjalanan kita akan sampai di perhentian heartbroken when we realized that he already had someone special in his life.Di situ,kita akan menghadapi saat-saat duka keseorangan.

Then,barulah kita menyedari yang friendship is powerful than love.We will spend our time with crying and thinking about him.But our journey don't end at here.Kita tetap juga suka that guy even he had someone else.Part nie yang buat kita confused sebab buat ape nak suka orang yang dah sakitkan hati kita.Maybe itulah yang orang kata Love's Power. Semakin lame kita menunggu si dia,semakin bosan kita rasakan kerana kita sanggup menolak orang yang ikhlas mencintai kita semata-mata untuk mendapatkan a fake love from him.

Kita hampir sampai di penghujungnya apabila mulut kita kata "I don't love him anymore" but hati kita still cakap "I'm still love him''.Inilah yang dinamakan menipu diri sendiri.Kita mula menyedari yang kita lying to ourself setelah our friends gives us nasihat yang boleh membawa seribu erti dalam hidup kita.Our journey ends here when we forget 95% about him in our life.Tipulah tu kalau kita cakap yang kita dah tak suka dia lagi.Mesti ade saki baki yang tersimpan dalam hati kita untuk si dia..right..??

Cinta itu menyakitkan.But,hakikatnya,it teaches us how to lie to ourself,to deal with pain,to pass nite with tears and to hate him with all our heart.Now, kita dah boleh melupakan si dia sikit demi sikit.But,the scariest thing to do is love someone.Kita takut jika kita akan dipermainkan sekali lagi oleh seseorang bernama lelaki and it's hurts..!! Really hurts..You will never remember,the things i'll never forgot..

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berukband :)

my housemate msj tdi,dye ckp ''broadband daa kna potong sb xbayar''..then,bru i tringat rupenya mmg kteorng xbyar langsung..haha..pdan muke kteorg,,sdap sgt gne..tp xpelah blik kuantan kiter setel r.. ;p

em,today i was so bored coz nothing to do..lepak kat rumah jer cm biase..huhu..duduk terkurung..well,xpelah nk wt cmner daa ni mmg aktiviti harian i time blik kampung..xksah2.. :)

actually i juz nk ckp yg i rse x sanggup nk naek satu bus ngn si dia tu esk..bkn pe sb dye msti r duk sblh my frend 2 kan..huhu..sedey2..but i daa janji ngn diri sndiri not to cry anymore..so,life must be go on..tdi my frend ni cter kt i yg dye can't go on ngn her bf.. don't ask me why coz i can't explain it..mslah org xkn nk bocorkan kot..

i ade tnye my frend 2 pe hubungan dye ngn mamat yg ak syg 2?? then,she said tht they juz a frend.. then,she said tht him mmg caring giler pasl my frend & of coz aku syg kamu..tht's wht he said..after i dgr dri my frend,,aty ni daa sedey blik..rpe2nye mmg mamat 2 main2kan i.. yg 2 i paling xblh trima..


then,i pon pujuk my frend 2 supaya bersabar ngn bf dye (not mamat yg i syg 2)..dye ckap dye daa xtahan ngn bf dye..xsnggup nk 2nggu r 2..huhu..dyeorg daa kapel 7tahun..lme 2.. syg tol lau putus..bf dye pon satu npe r wt my frend sedey2 gni..aiyaa,,xbley harap lngsng..

lagi satu i rse mamat yg i ckp 2 syg dye daa berpaling arah..maybe i not a perfect gurl for him..ok,xpe i understand but i don't like when he doing like this..xbley ke explain leklok kt i.. i'm not the tunggul k..



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moment.


ptg tdi my frend ajak kuar..
so i pn ikut,,rpe2nya 'dye' ada..
kteorg pegi jaln2 kt pantai..
mse my frend pgi maen air..
tnggal kami berdua..
but he juz pretend i'm not there..
dpn my frend dye wt2 ckp
but actually 'dye' hipokrit..
dye daa laen..laen sgt2..
i think he really hates me.
cmner rse lau dikhianati??
now i realised tht i'm juz stupid.


*it's time to forget bout him

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i'm hurt


sy benci dye..
dye on9 tp dye wat dunno kt sy..
dye chat ngn org laen..
sahabat sy sndiri..
sy tau sape sy..
plezz,,jgn wt sy gni..
aty sy mrane..
lau daa benci ckap jer trus trang..
xpyah nk tipu2 lgi..


*seriously i don't know what to do & i'm totally hate him...!!

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end..


xperlu sy ckp byk..
dye daa xpdulikan sy lg..
xpelah,,sy akan cbe lpekn dye..
(walaupun susah)
lau dye daa bahagia,,sy hrap dye xlpekn sy..



*to Mr.K..hope awk hepy slalu..

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i'm tired T_T



aty aq daa puas nangis.xtau nk wat cmner dh.npe r aq ni slalu dpermainkan jer.aq ade kcau hdup org ker slame nie.? knape org yg aq percaya 2 wt aq gni.sedey rse..lau dri awal dh niat nk main2kan prasaan aq baek xpyh.aq benci org wt aq cmni.agaknyer slah aq gak p cye kt org.

kau bodoh zrah..kau daa lpe ke jnji yg kau ckp dlu.? yg kau xkn pnah lgi p'cye kt lelaki. skrg pe yg kau buat? krane sorang laki hdup kau jdi cmni kn..pdan muke kau..

slame nie dye ok jer.tp pas hri sabtu 2 dye trus brubah.npe?? aq daa wt slah ker? plezz r jgn wt aty aq cmni.hntr mcj xbalas.ckp kt aq sruh fahami dye.mslhnyer cmne nk phm lau dye wt gni..tension tau x.aq tau sume org xske aq.tp jgn la skitkan aty aq cmni.benci..benci..benci..i hate hypocrite person.u r a liar u know???


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JuZ dReAmiNg:(

My Chemical Romance - I Don’t Love You

Well when you go
Don’t ever think I’ll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I’ll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You’re still, the good-for-nothing I don’t know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday”

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It’s where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar’s just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
“I don’t love you
Like I did
Yesterday”

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
“I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday”

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don’t love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

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sakit aty..!!

long time no see~~


today xnak ckp banyak sbb rase daa borink ulang bnda yg same..
aq sedikit konfius about myself..ade ker orang ckp aq ni dak sombong? yeke sombong,,aq rase cm biase2 jer..don't judge me before u know me okay..
aq daa borink dgr bnda2 ni smua.nk kate jahat,,jahat ker aq nie??
ske aty korang r nk ckp pape pown..yg pnting i'm being myself okay..xpuas aty ckap dpan2 r,wt pe nk ckp blakang..xske btol tau x..!!
korang ingat aq ni xde aty ngn prasaan ker? xnk nk suruh aq gedik2 kt dpn korang plak..
6ti ade yg jelez plak..
dlm aq duk diam2 x amek tau hal korang pown ade jgk yg ckp aq ni ngade2lah,,smbong r..
banyak cntik muka kau..!! blah r weyhh..aq xkcau hdup ko,ko jgn r nk amek tau hal aq.. ske aty aq r nk wt pape pown..
dh r,,mls daa nk ckp..wt tmbh dosa ade r..biarlah dyeorng nk ckp pape pown..jnji aq xkcau hdup dyeorng..hmm..
p/s:ni adlh nota drpd org yg skit aty..

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